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thank all of you guys.

i don't  know how to express myself,

but,thank you.

i wish i was really happy,because you.

and,i wish i could make you happy.

i'm sorry.

i am a big mistake,so everything i do cannot be right.

i just lost confidence.

i hate myself, how can i believe that you love me?

i need a reason.one reason.

it dosen't mean i don't love you.

i just do not know how to love you.

i'm afraid of love,yeah,of couse.

and actually,i don't want to say "love".it is too heavy,isn't it?

but,please don't leave me.

i need some time.i need some sleep.

shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit....what am i talking about- -

everything's in its right place now.

i like your smile,looks like a chrild,so sweet.

i like you calling me baby when we make love.

i feel happy,simple way happiness.

-Did live always so hard or just when child is?
-Always.

-If I win, you keep me with you…for life.
-If you lose?
-Go shopping alone, like before.
-You're gonna to lose, Mathilda. There's a round in your chamber. I heard it.
-So what? What's it to you if I end up with a bullet in the head?
-Nothing.
-I hope you're not lying, Leon.
I really hope that deep down inside there's no love in you.
Because if there is…just a little bit of love in there for me…I think in a few minutes you'll regret you never said anything.
I love you, Leon.

-Nothing's the same after you've killd someone.You life is changed forever.You have to sleep with one eye open for the rest of your life.
-I don't gave a shit about sleeping.loen.I want love or death.That's it.
-I want death.

-Leon, I think I'm kina falling in love with you.
(Leon chokes on his milk)
It's the first time for me, you know?
-(wiping himself off)How do you know it's love if you've never been in love before?
-'Cause I feel it.
-Where?
-(stoking her stomach) In my stomach. It's all warm. I always had a knot there and now... it's gone.
-Mathilda, I'm glad you don't have a stomach ache any more. I don't think it means anything.

-No! You just say that so that I won't worry! I don't wanna lose you Leon!
-You're not gonna lose me Mathilda, you've given me a taste for life, I wanna be happy, sleep in a bed, have roots, you'll never be alone again Mathilda. Please, go now baby, go. Calm down, calm down. Go. Go. See you at Tony's. I'm gonna clean them all. Tony's in one hour. I love you, Mathilda.
-I love you too, Leon.

just watched this movie over again,feel so much hurt...it really touched me

it doesn't matter anyway..i know what i am doing

I’m the kind of girl,who lives only for today
but I think it’s o.k. to be myself

I know how to have fun

i'm still waiting
waiting for someone who would dance with me
share his cd with me,and i'll do the same either
take me home when i am drunk
comfort me when i am crying
to see the world together
and i'll never suffer from insomnia anymore,because i know there's nothing should be worried about

sounds so stupid,but life is so boring when you are confront alone- -

      Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family, Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers.
　　Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed-interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends.
　　Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit-crushing ga me shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your futu re. Choose life.
　　But who would I want to do a thing like that?
　　I chose not to choose life: I chose something else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who need reasons when you've got heroin?

      I'm going to change.
　　This is the last of that sort of thing.
　　I'm cleaning up and I'm moving on.
　　Going straight and choosing life.
　　I'm looking forward to it already.
　　I'm going to be just like you.
　　The job, the family, the fucking big televesion,
　　the washing machine, the car, the compact-disc, and electrical tin opener,
　　good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance,
　　mortgage, starter home, leisurewear, luggage,
　　three-piece suite, D.I.Y., game shows,
　　junk food, children, walks in the park,
　　9:00 to 5:00, good at golf, washing the car,
　　choice the sweaters, family christmas,
　　indexed pension, tax exemption, cleaning gutters, getting by.
　　Looking ahead to the day you die.

He waits for her to understand
But she won't understand at all
She waits all night for him to call
But he won't call anymore
He waits to hear her say
"Forgive"
But she just drops her pearl-black eyes
And prays to hear him say
"I love you"
But he tells no more lies

He waits for her to sympathize
But she won't sympathize at all
She waits all night to feel his kiss
But always wakes alone
He waits to hear her say
"Forget"
But she just hangs her head in pain
And prays to hear him say
"No more
I'll never leave again"

How did we get this far apart?
We used to be so close together
How did we get this far apart?
I thought this love would last for ever

He waits for her to understand
But she won't understand at all
She waits all night for him to call
But he won't call
He waits to hear her say
"Forgive"
But she just drops her pearl black eyes
And prays to hear him say
"I love you"
But he tells no more lies

How did we get this far apart?
We used to be so close together
How did we get this far apart?
I thought this love would last for ever

sooooooooo hurt....

"Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream" she said
"The one that makes me laugh" she said
And threw her arms around my neck
"Show me how you do it
And I promise you I promise that
I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you"
Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face and kissed her head
And dreamed of all the different ways I had
To make her glow
"Why are you so far away?" she said
"Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you
That I'm in love with you"

You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream

Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me

You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Just like heaven

spin        
v.
旋转, 纺, 纺纱
n.
旋转

dizzy        
adj.
(指人)晕眩的, 昏乱的, (指地点, 情况)使人晕眩的

glow        
vi.
发光, 发热

lick        
n.
舔, 少许, 打
vt.
舔, 卷过, 鞭打, 克服, 征服
vi.
轻轻拍打

raging        
adj.
狂怒的

drown        
v.
溺死, 淹死
vt.
淹没

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment of treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time